Friday, September 28th.
THE RUSSIAN INVESTIGATION
- House Intel GOP Withholds Rohrabacher and Wasserman Schultz’s Russia Probe Transcripts
- U.S. House committee votes to release Trump-Russia transcripts
- House intel votes to release almost all panel transcripts from Russia probe
- Adam Schiff: House Intel GOP stonewalled the release of witness interviews until the last day. And hiding behind closed doors, they rejected the disclosure of key testimony by Brennan, Comey, Rogers and Rohrabacher. And they won’t let Mueller see the evidence. They call this “transparency.”
- House GOP to call Rosenstein back to Capitol Hill, conservative lawmaker says
- House Intel GOP Withholds Rohrabacher and Wasserman Schultz’s Russia Probe Transcripts
- Bill Browder: This is seriously concerning. House intelligence committee will NOT release transcripts of Dana Rohrabacher’s interview in Russia probe. Given that Rohrabacher was the main anti Magnitsky lobbyist in Washington, the public has a right to know.
Yes, shit other than Kavanaugh happened on Friday. To be honest, I’m surprised more things didn’t come out since everyone was distracted.
Devin Nunes and the House Permanent Select Committee on Intelligence decided to release some of the transcripts from their hearings. They’re not releasing the transcripts from all of the interviews, and I’ve got $20 that says the stuff they do release is heavily redacted.
- Top House Republican will meet with Rod Rosenstein ‘in the coming weeks’ over report he discussed secretly recording Trump
- How Rod Rosenstein Protects the Mueller Investigation
- Russian-US tycoon boasted of ‘active’ involvement in Trump election campaign
SCOTUS & #METOO
Ok, a metric fucktonne of things happened from Thursday to Friday, and there is no way that I’m going to organize all of the stories below into subcategories and sub-subcategories, so let me sum up what happened.
After Brett’s temper tantrum in front of the Senate Judiciary Committee, everyone and their mother came out either against him, or at least in favor of an investigation. When the American Bar Association and your alma mater revoke their endorsement, you done fucked up.
The Judiciary Committee voted 11-10, completely on partisan lines, to approve Brett Kavanaugh for a floor vote for the Senate. However, Jeff Flake of Arizona had a moment of conscious guilt. Maybe he’s angling for a POTUS run in 2020, or getting stopped by the rape survivors on his way to the elevator shook him, but he recommended that the committee reopen the FBI investigation into Brett Kavanaugh, and that they should be given at least a week. Senators Lisa Murkowski fo Alaska and Jon Tester of Montana also endorsed this plan.
So, we’re looking at one week for the FBI to investigate the claims against Brett Kavanaugh, and possibly the claims that he perjured himself as well. There’s rumors going around that they’ll look into his debts and who paid them, too.
Of course, count on the White House to try to stymie this investigation. Over the weekend, a memo leaked from to the press that White House Counsel Don McGahn gave orders to the FBI to only investigate the claims of Dr. Ford and Deborah Ramirez, not Julie Swetnick or any of the other women. This is the dumbest thing they could do, so therefore, going by the Rule 45, [Out of all of the available options, pick the dumbest one.], they would try to reign in the FBI. I’m hesitant to believe that the FBI would listen to that order, and that they told McGahn to pound sand. Countercheckist and Louise Mensch hold the same opinion as me.
Why would that be the dumbest decision that Trump could make? Michael Avenatti represents Julie Swetnick, and Trump is afraid of him. So far this year, Avenatti’s work against Trump and Cohen helped lead to a felony conviction and plea deal for Micheal Cohen, Trump’s long time personal fixer. Trump is afraid that these claims carry weight, and that if they talk to the FBI, then Kavanaugh is toast. Instead, this plays right into Avenatti’s hand. By trying to curtail the FBI from investigating those claims, that forces him to take the claims of his client and the witnesses public, and with a gang-rape allegation and a stymied investigation, Trump loses the PR war. His only course of action then will be to continue to attack the lawyer, the victim, and the witnesses, creating an even bigger shitstorm. During this shitstorm, I’d expect another woman or two to come forward, alleging that they too were also drugged and raped at parties where Brett and his buddies were present.
Also, check the Rumor Mill section on how they think they’ve reverse engineered the time, date, and location of Dr. Ford’s attack. It gets weird.
- ‘Time to Fight’: Emergency Mobilizations at Senate Offices Nationwide on Friday to Stop Kavanaugh
- ‘I Don’t Think People in the U.S. Know How Closely We’re Watching This’
- ‘Look at me:’ Women confront Flake on Kavanaugh support
- ‘Special Place In Hell’: Twitter Users Shred Lindsey Graham After Kavanaugh Rant
- “I Got Into Yale” Isn’t a Moral Defense
- “We’re F*cking Fed Up!”: This Survivor’s Impromptu Speech Against Kavanaugh Outside Susan Collins’ Office Says It All
- 2 Women Who Confronted Jeff Flake About Kavanaugh Vote in an Elevator Credited for 1 Week Delay
- A day of explosive testimony results in a partisan brawl
- A Republican Yale drinking buddy of Kavanaugh’s tells CNN he lied to the Senate Judiciary Committee
- Aaron Rupar: WOW — CNN shows a sexual assault victim absolutely shredding @JeffFlake for announcing he’ll vote for Kavanaugh. “You’re telling all women that they don’t matter, that they should just stay quiet because if they tell you what happened to them you are going to ignore them.” Thread
- Alan Dershowitz: Postpone Kavanaugh confirmation until FBI can investigate accusations against him
- Alaskans rally in front of Murkowski’s office to oppose Kavanaugh on Supreme Court
- American Bar Association calls on Senate to delay Kavanaugh vote until FBI can investigate
- American Bar Association Says FBI Investigation Should Come Before A Kavanaugh Vote
- American Bar Association Urges F.B.I. Inquiry Into Kavanaugh
- American Bar Association: Delay Kavanaugh Confirmation Vote Until FBI Investigates
- American Bar Association: Delay Kavanaugh until FBI investigates assault allegations
- American Bar Association: Delay Kavanaugh until FBI investigates allegations
- Angry White House Staffer: I still have reason to believe that Kavanaugh will not be confirmed, but I know one thing for sure: if he is, the GOP will have effectively lost their Congressional majority for decades.
- Angry White House Staffer: You know. Today, I want to be angry, but I’m not. I’m just profoundly sad; as a country, we have failed our women and our children. We preach equality. We tell women that their stories matter. Then the old white guys in DC spit in their faces. Vote these motherfuckers out.
- As Senator Collins Weighs Vote, Maine Women Size Up Blasey and Kavanaugh
- Avenatti says he will ‘thoroughly enjoy embarrassing’ Senate GOP for advancing Kavanaugh’s nomination
- Behind Kavanaugh fight, a national struggle over trust, identity and sex roles
- Blasey Ford Lawyer: We ‘Welcome’ FBI Investigation Into Kavanaugh
- Brett Kavanaugh: Trump’s Supreme Court pick faces FBI inquiry – BBC News
- Brett Kavanaugh’s Testimony Made It Easier Than Ever to Picture Him As an Aggressive, Entitled Teen
- Callers Overwhelm Phone Lines to Susan Collins’ Office
- Catholic Magazine Revokes Endorsement Of Brett Kavanaugh After Hearing
- Chuck Grassley: The American Bar Association doesn’t dictate this committee
- Countercheckist: Lying to the FBI has proven hazardous to ppl’s freedom lately. And according to some RUMINT: it’s reopening the *background* investigation; which would mean his finances are now fair game, too.
- Countercheckist: Since this is a reopening of the *background investigation,* perhaps @FBI can get to the bottom of who mysteriously paid off 6-figures worth of Kavanaugh’s debt just in time for his nomination, and why a domain was registered promoting his confirmation in 2017. Cc @ninaandtito
- Countercheckist: The argument against confirming Kavanaugh shouldn’t be made through partisan lenses. It’s a question of right vs wrong; of understanding the character of a man who will preside over the laws of our land for decades. F—k politics. Fight for what’s right as Americans.
- Dan Rather: In covering Civil Rights I remember momentum swinging wildly. Often lost in the moment was the larger arc of history bending towards justice. Whatever happens to Kavanaugh, this is not the end to the story and the ultimate verdict will lie in the hands of the American citizenry.
- Democrats walk out of hearing room in protest
- Do we really want a man consumed with rage, self-pity and hate on the Supreme Court?
- Doug Jones to vote ‘no’ on Kavanaugh: ‘Dr. Ford was credible and courageous’
- E-mails Show Republican Senate Staff Stymied Kavanaugh Accuser’s Effort to Give Testimony
- Elite Law Schools Turn Against Conservatism
- Emails Show That GOP Staff Stonewalled Ramirez’s Attempt To Testify
- Emma Gonzalez: call your senators and tell them to vote no for Kavanaugh – the future of our country deserves more than a privileged white boy who’s Spent his whole life over-drinking and can’t answer a simple question without acting more immature about it than a 4 year old.
- Everyone Got to Be Angry at the Kavanaugh Hearing Except Christine Blasey Ford
- Flake calls for one-week delay to floor vote on Kavanaugh
- Flashback: Yesterday We Again Witnessed an Attempted Rape » DeepStateRadioNetwork
- For female Republicans, party loyalty trumps #MeToo
- For Supreme Court, Kavanaugh marks partisan turning point
- Ford’s sister-in-law: Impressed by her bravery – CNN Video
- GOP Congressman Steve King Shares Vile Meme About Christine Blasey Ford
- Greg Olear: Many people are feeling hopeless, want to shut down. Others are angry, but pessimistic. In my eight decades plus, I’ve learned that a big sign times are a-changin’ is this: People are speaking up. And out. A secret held privately is pain. But once spoken aloud, it is power.
- Greg Olear: Smart people on Twitter have analyzed the Ford/Kavanaugh case & have credibly sleuthed out: 1/ when the sexual assault took place (1 July 1982) 2/ where it took place (Judge’s grandparents’ house) 3/ how “Devil’s Triangle” refers to it Imagine what @FBI could dig up.
- Greg Olear: This is the greatest thing ever. Thanks to the 8 different folks who sent it to me.
- Harvard Law School Dean Won’t Say If Brett Kavanaugh Still Has A Job
- I’ve Witnessed Him ‘Stumbling Drunk’: Brett Kavanaugh’s Classmate Says Supreme Court Nominee is ‘Blatantly Lying’
- James Comey: Small lies matter, even about yearbooks. From the standard jury instruction: “If a witness is shown knowingly to have testified falsely about any material matter, you have a right to distrust such witness’ other testimony and you may reject all the testimony of that witness …”
- Jed Shugerman: Where is Chief Justice Roberts? With his legitimacy on the line, he could simply ask for a pause and an FBI investigation. In an extraordinary crisis, the ABA took this step after it’d given Kavanaugh its highest rating. Roberts should look to Earl Warren‘s example from 1969. Thread
- Jeff Flake stumbles into taking a stand
- Jesuit magazine calls for Kavanaugh nomination to be withdrawn
- Kamala Harris leads walkout on Senate committee vote on Kavanaugh
- Kavanaugh confirmation: Yale Law joins American Bar Association in request for FBI probe
- Kavanaugh finally showed us who he really is. And he’s unfit for the court.
- Kavanaugh friend Mark Judge: ‘I will cooperate’ with FBI probe of sex assault claims
- Kavanaugh friend says he’ll cooperate with ‘confidential’ law enforcement investigation | TheHill
- Kavanaugh Has Become a Hero to the Incel Community
- Kavanaugh is lying. His upbringing explains why.
- Kavanaugh said his life is ruined. Parkland dad tweets: ‘Try having a child murdered’
- Kavanaugh Testified That ‘The Drinking Age Was 18.’ Not In Maryland When He Was 18. Maryland raised the drinking age from 18 to 21 when the future Supreme Court nominee was 17.
- Kavanaugh vote: Jeff Flake votes to advance nominee, but calls for FBI investigation
- Kavanaugh wrongly claims he could drink legally in Md.
- Kavanaugh’s High School, Georgetown Prep, Warned Parents in 1990 of “Sexual or Violent Behavior” at Parties
- Kavanaugh’s Testimony Was a Master Class in American Male Entitlement
- Kaz Weida: It’s official. We have a one week delay and an FBI investigation in the accusations against Kavanaugh. It’s a hell of a lot more hope than we had this morning. #BelieveSurvivors #Kanavaugh #MeToo
- Kaz Weida: Their names are Ana Maria Marchila & Maria Gallagher. And today, they may have changed the course of history by holding Jeff Flake to account. It remains to be seen what happens on the Senate floor, but at the very least we’ll have honored Ford’s request for an FBI investigation
- Klobuchar: Kavanaugh ‘Would’ve Thrown Me Out’ Of Courtroom If I Acted Like Him
- Lincoln’s Bible Very Large Mark Judge Thread
- Lincoln’s Bible: My Time Machine is a beautiful machine. Trust it. (psst… get it yet, senate staffers? we can see you. we are tracking you. we know what you’re a part of. and everyone else will too. i don’t make false promises.). Thread
- Lincoln’s Bible: Solid Guess: Somewhere, out there, #Kavanaugh has a secret account (on Gab ?), where he interacts w/Alt-Right personalities. Pushing all my chips on that bet. Let’s see what @FBI digs up on the death threats & email hack of Dr. Ford. If any involved are Alt-Right personalities…
- Lindsey Graham, Brett Kavanaugh, and the unleashing of white male backlash
- Lynne Brookes, Yale classmate of Kavanaugh’s, disappointed in “blatant lying”
- Man Who Pushed To Ask Bill Clinton Sexually Explicit Questions Bemoans Dirty Politics
- Mark Judge’s Memoir About Brett Kavanaugh’s High School Portrays a Culture of Aggression and Excessive Drinking
- Michael Avenatti promises corroborating witnesses for 3rd Kavanaugh accuser
- Michael Avenatti says witnesses will soon corroborate his client’s allegations against Brett Kavanaugh
- Mitch McConnell appears to have conveniently forgotten who Merrick Garland is
- Murkowski Says She Supports One-Week Delay On Kavanaugh Vote
- Questions Surround Richard Vinneccy, Ex-Boyfriend of Third Kavanaugh Accuser, Julie Swetnick | Miami New Times
- Republicans reject effort to subpoena Mark Judge
- Samuel L. Jackson responds to viral Kavanaugh, ‘Pulp Fiction’ clip
- Sen. Jeff Flake will support Kavanaugh, a critical vote for the Supreme Court nominee’s confirmation
- Senate committee prepares to vote on Kavanaugh nomination as key senators remain silent
- Senate GOP agrees to one-week delay on Kavanaugh confirmation to allow for FBI probe
- Senator Flake’s journey to defying Trump on Supreme Court nominee
- Senator Whitehouse – “Cover-ups never last. The sand is running through Kavanaugh’s hourglass.”
- Sexual Assault Survivor Confronts Jeff Flake On CNN: ‘Don’t Look Away From Me’
- Sheldon Whitehouse on Kavanaugh: ‘I don’t believe a devil’s triangle is a drinking game’
- Someone started a presidential campaign today.
- Tea Pain: Ain’t it satisfyin’ when Trump is forced to order the FBI to do somethin’ he assured us the FBI doesn’t do? #TrumpIsAHugeLiar
- The #MeToo Activists Who Confronted Jeff Flake Brought Victims Back to the Center of the Kavanaugh Debate
- The American Bar Association had Kavanaugh concerns 12 years ago. Republicans dismissed those, too.
- The Editors: It is time for the Kavanaugh nomination to be withdrawn
- The Republicans’ ‘Gold Standard’ Just Called for an FBI Investigation. Will They Just Ignore It?
- Top Catholic Magazine Rescinds Kavanaugh Endorsement
- Trump Orders FBI to Investigate Kavanaugh Allegations
- Under pressure, Trump orders FBI to investigate Kavanaugh amid sex misconduct allegations
- White House ‘Shellshocked’ by Developments; ‘There’s No Plan B’
- White House presses for a vote on Kavanaugh as Judiciary Committee plans to meet
- With ‘Extraordinary’ and ‘Remarkable’ Request, Bar Association Calls on GOP to Delay Vote, Order FBI Probe into Kavanaugh
- White House Blocks Investigation Into Julie Swetnick Accusations Against Kavanaugh
- Klobuchar: ‘White House should not be allowed to micromanage’ FBI investigation into Kavanaugh
LINT. I keep hearing from retired Bu folks who did/do background checks that they aren’t cumulative – meaning they don’t start from scratch each time. That means only the first check of the 6 would have even been in the ballpark of catching K’s high school/college behavior.
2. In addition, background check questions specifically ask about alcohol use/abuse (remember the third “A” in CARLA F. BAD). So that check is the one which would contain “derogatory” information on that front, if there was any.
3. I’m not sure who the consumer/custodian is of that first check (when K worked for Starr), but that could at least shed some light on his drinking habits then. (Of course these are expanding references from ppl K would have initially suggested for interviews, so who knows).
4. The main point is that saying he went through “6 background checks” is misleading, since each subsequent one would have covered a later and later portion of his life.
COHEN, NEW YORK, EMOLUMENTS, AND OTHER LAWSUITS
- David Fahrenthold: NEW: A federal judge in DC has ruled that 200 Dem members of Congress have standing to sue @realDonaldTrump for allegedly violating the “Emoluments Clause” of the Constitution, b/c he’s still doing business w/ foreign govts. Story coming…
- Judge Denies Trump’s Request to Dismiss Foreign Payments Lawsuit
- Judge: Democrats in Congress can sue Trump over emoluments
- The FBI is Now Investigating the Shady Vice Squad That Cuffed Stormy Daniels
TRUMP THE RUSSIAN ASSET
- Under pressure, Trump orders FBI to investigate Kavanaugh amid sex misconduct allegations
- Trump Orders FBI to Investigate Kavanaugh Allegations
FIGHTING BACK
- Garry Kasparov: Always look to see who is in a hurry. As Tacitus wrote, “Truth is confirmed by inspection and delay; falsehood by haste and uncertainty.”
- Greg Olear on the last couple weeks
The last few weeks have been agonizing. The Kavanaugh hearings dredged up so much that was buried, badness all around…hearing all of the “Why I Report” stories, and then watching Kavanaugh’s angry pouting,…I’m a combination of nauseous, angry, exhausted, and resolute.
I want to take this pause in the proceedings to thank all of the women who came forward, and Dr. Ford especially. We are all in your debt. This is a crisis point in our democracy, and you delivered, at great personal risk, and I’m grateful.
COLD WAR 2.0
- Netanyahu refuses to back Trump’s two-state endorsement
- Trudeau Sought Support From Mexico’s President on Nafta
- Zimbabwe’s president offered Trump land for a golf course with a view of wildlife
FIXING THE INTERNET
- California Users Sue Facebook
- Facebook says 50 million accounts affected by ‘security issue’
- Facebook unearths security breach affecting 50 million users | Article [AMP] | Reuters
- You Gave Facebook Your Number For Security. They Used It For Ads.
THE PROPAGANDA MACHINE
The past two days I’ve watched police stop reporters from doing their jobs by kicking them out of an area where a meeting was being held, and I’ve been physically pushed away from following a senator through a public Capitol hallway. Mobility has been severely limited.
In all instances, no protesters were present. It was just reporters, staff, and senators. I understand a need for heightened security. But some of this was just nonsensical. I’m not sure who is making these decisions, or how long it will last. But it’s not ideal.
One of the best things about the Capitol is the extraordinary level of press freedom here — you can catch up with any member of Congress as they’re walking to a meeting or going to votes and ask them questions. They get to decide if they want to answer or not. It’s great.
Part of why we’re able to do that is because Capitol police do an excellent job of protecting members, staff, and press. I appreciate the important work they do. I also know they’re not to blame for the changes with regard to press. I’m simply saying this can’t become the norm.
TRADE WAR AND ECONOMY
- Tesla shares fall after SEC alleges Musk lied to investors
- Tesla’s Musk pulled the plug on a settlement with the SEC at the last minute
- Trudeau Sought Support From Mexico’s President on Nafta
- U.S. Drops To 27th In The World For Education And Health Care
CRIME AND PUNISHMENT
- Do New York police unfairly stop young black men? There were 350,743 stops of black people (53%) 223,740 were Hispanic (34%) 61,805 were white (9%)
- Ellison, Trying to Clear Name, Calls for Investigation Into Abuse Claims
- The FBI is Now Investigating the Shady Vice Squad That Cuffed Stormy Daniels
- The founder of Tea Party Nation has been disbarred for trying to scam timeshare owners
ELECTION 2018
- Countercheckist: Have you had enough of this f—king circus yet? Then show up on Nov 6th and take back our govt. There is ZERO excuse for any patriotic American to stay home and allow this to continue. #Nov6itBegins
- Duncan Hunter Airs Ad Suggesting Opponent Is Terrorist Sympathizer
- New Hunter ad called racist and un-American
- Texas Musicians Love Beto O’Rourke
ENVIRONMENT AND SCIENCE
- In the nation’s ‘hail alley,’ fierce storms and booming growth are on a costly collision course
- Trump administration sees a 7-degree rise in global temperatures by 2100
PROGRESS IS PROGRESS
RUMOR MILL
Wait, what?
- Chief Bill: In the course of the last 24 hrs, we have seen Aristotle’s COURAGE spectrum play out in real-time, from fearful cowardice on one end to rash boldness on the other. In between, we saw the Golden Mean: Courage. The whole day was a philosophy lesson in citizenship. It’s not over.
- Eric Garland on Bernie Sanders
[In response to This tweet form Bernie Sanders talking about the partisanship of the Judiciary Committee]
Yes, Bernie. Because of you. Now, let’s see all the Russian trolls and paid shills show up to defend you. They always do.
You sullied the First Republic and Fourteenth State. I’ll be pleased when you’re at Ft. Leavenworth, KS, or ADX Florence, Colorado. Both suit you better than the Champlain Islands.
I can’t wait for the Grand Jury to explain to America why Jane wanted to use Burlington College money to buy up that Diocesan building so damn quickly. With your help. You know what I mean. Oh, and funnel money to her kids for “woodworking.”
- Countercheckist: Do you know why I’m not worried, patriots? B/c I see today as the straw that broke the camel’s back. I have complete confidence that the good ppl of this country will rise up in Nov and show them what “government of the people, by the people, for the people” really means.
- Lincoln’s Bible: Dear Patriarchy, You’re cooked. You did it to yourself. You could have evolved & survived, had you been willing to share power. But no. You chose your most violent self. You chose white superiorty & rape over your own future. No one is afraid of you anymore. Goodbye.
- Lincoln’s Bible: Hm…🤔I wonder if the redacted Senator’s name in the Manafort evidence pile is a member of the @GOP Judiciary Committee? I bet his/her STAFF KNOWS. No matter. We’ll all find out soon enough, when Manafort finishes his deal with Mueller. Would be SOME SCOOP, though. 😈
The Date of the Attack
The good folks on Twitter think they figured out when the attack on Dr. Ford took place. Let’s take this from the top.
According to Dr. Ford’s opening statement, she mentioned that 3 boys were at the party where she was attacked; Brett, Mark Judge, and PJ Smyth. Using Kavanaugh’s own calendar from the summer of 1982, those three names line up with July 1, 1982. Daily Check-In 09/27/2018 has a link to the Annotated Calendar from WaPo. The entry from that day is “Tobin’s House — Workout / Go to Timmy’s for Skis w/ Judge, Tom, PJ, Bernie, Squi”. PJ is only mentioned one other time in the calendar. They saw Rocky III on June 13th. They went to Timmy’s house for “ski’s”. Considering that the waterskiing sucks around Maryland, jet skiing was still taking off, and there isn’t snow for hundreds of miles in the Maryland summer, it’s more likely that “ski’s” are Brewski’s, or beers. Considering how much of a frat boy jock meathead he is, this is almost a certainty.
Why does it say “ski’s” on the calendar, and not “Party” like it did back in May? Brett was grounded for a while after that party. When he tried to deny it, his parents probably looked at the calendar and said “You wrote Party on your calendar.” Since Brett is not a complete fucking idiot, he tried to find a less stupid way of writing his plans down on the calendar. Beers, bottles, bongs, and brews are all stupid things, but he hoped that Ski’s was innocent enough to get away with it. If his parents asked, Timmy got a new jet ski and they were riding it. Plausible deniability.
If Brett’s calendar is as accurate as he claims, the only night that all three boys were together was July 1, 1982.
That’s it for Friday. I’m closing out today with a quote about memory, and why the people crying about how Brett doesn’t remember it should be a big deal.
From “Street Fighter”
Bison: For you; The day Bison graced your village was the most important day in your life. But for me… it was tuesday.
Our brains are wired to survive, and if we have a traumatic experience that almost kills us, we will remember as much as possible as time slows down. This is our brains way of survival. If we’re encountering these elements later, we can avoid them. I’m scared shitless of heights because I almost fell off of a very tall height. I can still remember the “oh shit” feeling right now as I type this, and that was more than 20 years ago. I can describe other times I almost died and my mind went into hyper mode. Time stands still, and you try to gather all of the information to keep it from happening again. Those traumas also shape our futures. I avoid tall overlooks and structures as much as humanly possible. Hell, I don’t even like climbing a step stool unless absolutely necessary. And I’m not even going to get into the other near-death experiences I’ve had.
The person perpetrating the trauma on the other hand might not remember. For them, their behavior could be run of the mill or not as traumatic, or a response to trauma. The first person to pull a gun on me likely wouldn’t remember me at all, but I still remember the gray sweatsuit he was wearing that day. The second person to pull a gun on me probably won’t remember the events of that day, but I still remember catching the look of the pistol out of the corner of my eye and hearing the opening of “Elaan of Troyius” playing in the background. The person who drove into my lane causing me to wreck my bike in a ditch doesn’t remember what happened. Fuck, they didn’t even slow down to see if I was still alive. I remember, though.
Saying that an attempted rape didn’t place because the rapist, who has a history of getting blackout drunk and being an asshole” doesn’t remember it as well as the victim is bullshit.
Thank you, and have a good one.
“Without Journalists, it’s just propaganda.”
– Katy Tur